i'm going to regret this totally because this is soo stupid.. i took my pills and shit but i'm just fed up of being so damned and alone all the fucking time. i don't give a shit. i'm like the goddamn virgin mary minus the holiness and the creepy baby. well good! i shouldn't be allowed because it's not for me at all. i'm all.. too stupid to be part of all that. one person was all that i -never- had.. so it's not my job okay? ..didn't even know the ass bastard. if I see him again i'm going to kick his ass for not noticing. it's not anyone's fault, i just friggen hate it is all. like.. what are you supposed to do when everyone likes you but nobody wants you? ... fuck i sound like an emo piece of shit. i'm so sorry, nobody needs to hear this stupid crap that doesn't even sound like anything just go back to whatever okay i'll like.. go to work in the morning and it'll be normal again. i'm just venting somewhere visible and stuff. i am so leaving this hole and i don't know i'll just be a munk or something so i won't have to worry about my own feelings because doing so is really selfish. just make em smile bitch! that's what i do. i make people.. have a good day. i don't even know what i do. umm... don't worry! don't say anything this time. could you tell this was a song? it isn't, i just made that up. make things.. i like to do that.. just live because that is what is important.